An Old Way of Thinking...

Here I am again. How did I get in this situation? That's right...I got myself into this. It's my own fault. But aren't I just a victim? Does anyone really expect that I could resist this temptation? Other people aren't resisting. Besides, this is just too difficult. Everyone understands. God understands. Right? Maybe I'll try to find out that answer later...when I'm not in this predicament.

I wonder...is it too late to leave and get out of this. I suppose it is. Leaving would just make everyone involve extremely uncomfortable--oh, thank God! An interruption. This is my chance to get out of this. Move! Go! Now!! Hurry before it's too late! Why am I not moving? ...Shoot, I missed my chance. Oh well, this is the last time this is going to happen. I swear. I'm turning over a new leaf. But right now, I'm just in too deep.

What should I be thinking about right now? I'm not even paying attention.

I guess I should just give in completely. I've already submitted. Anyway, don't you remember the past? It's too late to change. So many mistakes have already been made. I am who I am, I guess. No one can truly change...can they?

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Transform yourself by the renewing of your mind.

I am a new creation. Made new in Christ.

I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me.

Turn from your evils ways...